The only people I need are in my life right now. :) fuck the rest.
excusee me as I kill myself.
Don’t have anyone I can actually talk to. No one to call my best friend.. I can’t wait to leave this fucking life.
Why the fuck can’t you talk to me anymore you USED to tell me everything. I can’t fucking watch you turn out like that and fucking hurt yourself like jshsjdiudgsjsjd…COOL. Everything needs to stop changing.
monochromic0rn: I’m just gunna turn to drugs for everything cause it’s the only thing that works lol and no one gives a fuck what I do so Like im so happy right now after I smoked and I was just balking my eyes out ugh I’m gunna go get drunk sometime today fuck it Tf?!!!!!! No…
to my parents: I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment. I'm sorry I can't make good enough grades. I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.
to my friends: I'm sorry I can't keep a long term friendship with any of you. I'm sorry we lose connection after a while. I'm sorry I never stayed.
to the people at my school: I'm so sorry I'm weird. I'm sorry I don't fit in. I'm sorry I don't look pretty like all you.
to myself: I'm sorry I was ever born, I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry if I put you down. I'm sorry I made you miserable.
When every conversations starts with hiii i love you:)